But bustling with vehicles, a sea of people, she take big strength more, can bore, enter, jump out and then, holding the hands of those two persons who know in the hand well to regret? !
The green light was bright suddenly, the crowd broke up, she looked for everywhere worrying, however, the vast sea of people, where does she go on earth to look for?
She insert in the middle of road in a panic, enormous desperate invasion and attack she. She again unable to inhibit from, ferment impulse for a good while, leave and cry bitterly on broad daylight. Hear voice that Dong raise Tang in burst into in one’s ear in being in a trance: Bright and beautiful, it is me, let me see you.

Wait, become only extravagant hope that she hide on the little cozy and happy life, on the darkness not falling asleep every day, she will pray, it is bright to hope at daylighting will present the news of river Beichuan, telephone is available even if it is only one.
One day, Tang DongYang called suddenly, talked about Beijing and went on business, by the way came to see that let to be bright and beautiful.
Not going out for a long time, those desperate days, will make bright and beautiful enthusiasm to put out by water completely. After all, expect others give the happy person does not often cross very happily. She thinks she really fails very much, have seemed to never control the ability of the life tone by oneself, will always live and mess up. When, can live and hit and pay attention to methodically like person around?
Let to go out at the railway station bright and beautifully and meet people, has stretched out one’s hand and blocked a car, has got on the bus, sail to the eastern square slowly, is meeting the red light, she sits in the car looking outside bored stiffly, has she remembered why forget to bring Tang Dong and raise two books published newly? During these years, she has seemed to put all enthusiasm and energy on the writing, in any case, this is the only safe thing to her.
When being annoyed, let bright and beautiful to see two familiar figure through car window, one as if on dull, one as if river Beichuan, they seem hold that hand stay. Her heart has sunk rapidly, then a burst of warm bloods dash to the head, she has drawn back the door of the taxi in all desperation, goes straight towards those two figures, wear car sea, wear crowd, with No. one loudspeaker loud to brake, she want, find they, in any case, even if they have already lived happily. To letting to be bright and beautiful, everything is not important now, so long as can see them.

The clear and loud stars are wan and sallow         
The worm flies  The worm flies         
Who are you missing         
The stars in the sky shed tears         
The rose on the ground is withered         
The cold wind blows  The cold wind blows         
So long as you are accompanied         
The worm flies  Flowers sleep         
One pair has the couple beautiful         
Not afraid of the dark  It is heart-broken to be only afraid of         
Whether no matter is hard         
And no matter the north, south, east and west         
I heard the rubadub of the moist moonlight at this moment, it drops down and enters my pulse from rushing down in midair, fire my body in the twinkling of an eye. Accompanied by the wail of some red foxes, has mixed into the desolate and most miserable lust. I untie the silk ribbon tying the thin shirt among Jian Jia’s waist with passionate and gentle finger, lines of soft light transfer, pass by midstream from air, Jian Jia eyes the rainbow that break flash again, the crack during that time is like a legend that can’t be known clearly forever, the secret making people visibly moved and painful is being hidden. Once I was stabed by this crack for a time, deeplied regret for it, but it was like bringing a certain magic at this moment, attract me to pester me and light me, make me thirst for the deepening with no limits, even regard depravity forever as the cost.         
Then I take off the dress of Jian Jia slowly, she has no bone to depend on softly in my chest, come sticking to my chest in the position of the heartbeat closely. Holding breath, is burning scorching hot red rosy clouds on the cheek, her pure white body is like a vast snowfield, deep and remote blue mysterious light flashes in the moonlight, I presented two red foxes before one’s eyes at this moment, they walk in this has not been stepped on the foot by anyone the snowfield that is crossed shoulder to shoulder, it is likewise pure white fine hair for it not to have, they but seductive gloomily in expression in one’s eyes, they are sometimes far away from sometimes nearing, sometimes run and sometimes stop, they rub each other with the fine hair, use breath to caress each other, use the expression in one’s eyes to be touching, transmit making warm for the other side with the tongue. They enter, tremble, groan, they fly and rise merrily and lightheartedly and burn and collapse and melt fast. The whole world begins to be collapsing at this incomparable moment to press close to the death, whirling wind mix all over trees and flower turn on suddenly of regeneration the scattered powder that becomes has flown, the wail when being extremely happy, like the root root acupuncture needle, pierce through the bone of skin, in the twinkling of an eye, they have begun to fall, like turning over a piece of wave, break towards the abyss           
As I pull out oneself from the breath rapidly, I see Jian Jia lying under my body softly and unably as a cloud, full of tears with brilliant and bright happiness in her eyes.         
I have Jian Jia, stroke the flower of her belly in full bloom, I say hereafter you are my woman.         
When I remembered father’s trust before being approaching one’s end, I knew everything has been already late.     

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