But bustling with vehicles, a sea of people, she take big strength more, can bore, enter, jump out and then, holding the hands of those two persons who know in the hand well to regret? !
The green light was bright suddenly, the crowd broke up, she looked for everywhere worrying, however, the vast sea of people, where does she go on earth to look for?
She insert in the middle of road in a panic, enormous desperate invasion and attack she. She again unable to inhibit from, ferment impulse for a good while, leave and cry bitterly on broad daylight. Hear voice that Dong raise Tang in burst into in one’s ear in being in a trance: Bright and beautiful, it is me, let me see you.

Wait, become only extravagant hope that she hide on the little cozy and happy life, on the darkness not falling asleep every day, she will pray, it is bright to hope at daylighting will present the news of river Beichuan, telephone is available even if it is only one.
One day, Tang DongYang called suddenly, talked about Beijing and went on business, by the way came to see that let to be bright and beautiful.
Not going out for a long time, those desperate days, will make bright and beautiful enthusiasm to put out by water completely. After all, expect others give the happy person does not often cross very happily. She thinks she really fails very much, have seemed to never control the ability of the life tone by oneself, will always live and mess up. When, can live and hit and pay attention to methodically like person around?
Let to go out at the railway station bright and beautifully and meet people, has stretched out one’s hand and blocked a car, has got on the bus, sail to the eastern square slowly, is meeting the red light, she sits in the car looking outside bored stiffly, has she remembered why forget to bring Tang Dong and raise two books published newly? During these years, she has seemed to put all enthusiasm and energy on the writing, in any case, this is the only safe thing to her.
When being annoyed, let bright and beautiful to see two familiar figure through car window, one as if on dull, one as if river Beichuan, they seem hold that hand stay. Her heart has sunk rapidly, then a burst of warm bloods dash to the head, she has drawn back the door of the taxi in all desperation, goes straight towards those two figures, wear car sea, wear crowd, with No. one loudspeaker loud to brake, she want, find they, in any case, even if they have already lived happily. To letting to be bright and beautiful, everything is not important now, so long as can see them.